Vicky - Broadcasting Life through Friendster

vickyvicvic — Sat, 28 Jun 2008 05:11:33 +0000

I have a very different type of life now. It’s not exactly blissful, yet I am living my dreams. I am happy. And life is treating me rather well. Though snowballs are thrown at my direction from time to time, I have no complains. Whoever thought that life could be a bed of roses must have either been cuckoo or in denial.

Though there are certain aspects in my life that I would wish to repair, to amend, to improve and to upgrade, perhaps.. yet I’ll just go with the flow, for this particular moment in time. I need to catch my breath.

TQ.

vickyvicvic — Thu, 13 Mar 2008 04:57:46 +0000

Thanks for making me smile when all I want to do is to cry. And thanks for making me laugh when you know I’m already so pissed. Somehow, when I’m with you, things seem to be alright.. a bit better than it could be, always. I’m glad I’ve found you and I’m happy to have you as my prince charming.

If it’s meant to be, there’s no use running or hiding anymore. And that’s why I’m here.

I love you, Timothy.

vickyvicvic — Fri, 22 Feb 2008 03:36:40 +0000

I thank you for your presence in my life. You’ve made me believe that whatever I set my mind on, nothing’s impossible. You have somehow given me the confidence once more. Though it seems like we have no time together, I understand the future’s ours. There’s no need to rush, no need to hurry the possibilities.

Your faith and trust in me brings hope for tomorrow. I know that my dreams are to be fulfilled but as long as we trust the Almighty, everything will turn out wonderful. He has brought you to me, hasn’t He? Greater things will be in store for us.

It’s good to be happy again and it’s really awesome to be at peace with the world. Our individual pasts have been good history. We have had our experiences and lived interesting lives but I’m glad we’ve got each other now.

You inspire me. And I love you for that.

vickyvicvic — Fri, 25 Jan 2008 10:23:21 +0000

I’m home. It’s good to be back but I guess it’s normal to miss my ex temporary home of 5 years plus.

La Gon now..

vickyvicvic — Tue, 08 Jan 2008 04:29:56 +0000

My heart’s in pain. I’m feeling all too much.

I’m excited that Laos is just 3 days away.
I’m sad that Wednesday marks my last day in USJ..

It hurts to say goodbye. It hurts to know that goodbye’s just around the corner.
My strings aren’t cut. No farewell seems final. I don’t even know when it’s proper to cry.
Jan 20th or March 29th?

Giving away things soothe my mind but creates this tightness in the chest.
My things are slowly leaving No. 19.. with pieces of memories attached to them.

There goes the fridge and washing machine that mommy gave to me.
Soon WLW 8276 will be going to Pin too. Daddy’s most precious gift to me ever.

I’m having doubts on my actions, but I’ve never been more sure about anything.
It’s time to move on, Vicky. It really is.

14 boxes have been sea-mailed back home. A few more will be following suit.

Some things will be airasia-ed together with Joevie and Rick in July, others will
be mine to bring over in March.

They’re all just THINGS, right. Materials that help make life easier? Things accumulated
through the years. Why all these emotions where they go or when they go?

I can’t seem to cry and that seems wrong too.

I need to learn how to take things easy. It’s time to learn, it’s not too late.

vickyvicvic — Thu, 08 Nov 2007 00:04:43 +0000

I wish I could feature 12 friends instead of 6. I feel so bias everytime I edit my featured friends section.

Awake too early, again.

vickyvicvic — Wed, 07 Nov 2007 23:56:54 +0000

Today’s Deepavali - so it’s a public holiday but it doesn’t really matter even if it’s not coz I am no longer working.

I was awake at 9 yesterday.. slept at 4 in the morning so was quite surprised that I was awake at 9!

And today, I woke up at 8.30. Gee, when I finally have the chance to sleep in, my biological clock’s up and about so early?

I don’t understand my body anymore!!!

Goodbye work, hello free time

vickyvicvic — Tue, 06 Nov 2007 17:55:20 +0000

I went to work for the last time today. I know I’m bound to work again in the very near future.. but for the next half a year, I’ll be bumming and getting myself prepared for a new chapter of my life.

The past remains the past and I am gearing towards a new future. I hope all will be well and I will be a better and more optimistic person.

With every chapter that closes and ends, a new one begins. It’s not easy to say goodbye nor is it easy to let go off a routine but I need some change.

I will be leaving KL on Jan 20.. there’s lots that needs to be done before I pack up and leave.. There will be many goodbye sessions too.

I so want to leave without saying much but I know many will be pissed if I were to depart on such a note.

Just need to toughen up la.

Goodbye Xerxes

vickyvicvic — Tue, 14 Aug 2007 04:48:39 +0000

I’m sorry things had to turn so sour.

For you, Xerxes.

vickyvicvic — Wed, 01 Aug 2007 05:16:43 +0000

Dearest Xerxes

You’ve always been there for me through the best and worst days from as long as I can remember you being in my life. And I’ve been truly happy. I know our days are coming to an end and I really don’t want it to, but I know I can’t be selfish and I should let you go.

You mean a whole lot to me, more than you would ever know and I thank you for being you and I thank you for accepting me for who I am, and I thank you for your presence.

I want you to be happy too. I want you to be really happy in life for you have given me so much happiness and I don’t know how to return the same to you. You deserve someone who would really love you and though I would want to, I’m incapable of doing so.

So when the time is right, it’s alright for you to leave me. I wouldn’t blame you, nor would I be too sad.. for if leaving me means a better and brighter tomorrow for you, I’d rather be left behind than to hold you back. Though I would be sad without you to hold my hand through the future days, I’d be sadder to see you sad. Please understand how important you are to me, and how much it’ll hurt to have your missing presence in my life..

I wish you the best and I hope you’ll always keep our cherished moments as good memories deep in your heart, just as I would.

No matter what happens, you’ll always have a place in my heart. And you’ll always be my no. 1 guy.